I'm all sick and handicapped meaning to have done this forever and have made minimal progress. I really want to find a lot of music I enjoy that doesn't push my mental/emotional triggers. Non-vocal sounds especially good and I really don't even know what other kinds. You never know, maybe even trying listening to music spoken in a language I don't understand might be nice the way the sounds don't associate with meanings to push triggers near as much.
I've never used it but I know Spotify has features to connect with friends and share playlists. I wish I had a smart person who could put some thought into compiling sample playlists for me to listen to and comment on. Then based on comments more passes could be done while zooming in better on categories I like.
Sorry I'm so broken and I'm really going through a lot of darkness. Seriously worried what if I have demons in me and I pray God protect anyone that help w/ my music playlist. I'm fine with it being done remote and I guess we don't even have to ever meet.
In theory though if interested in work beyond the music stuff, I could offer additional gigs if a person seems capable. I've wondered for instance with a good communicator playing advocate maybe together we could get a Church to sponsor an intensive healing time period if I took the right well designed oath on how I have to conduct my living. Also I have a $2000 electric massage bed I was wanting to sell, yet I wondered with help maybe finding the right person or organization that would sponsor my healing via lending me money and in theory I could gift that massage bed up front + I have 0 negative marks on my credit.
Let me know why you think you would be a good fit. Thanks
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